That's Why The Strongest Girl...

She always set her standard high, always wanted to give more and better.

She stands so strong. Even with no one else beside her. She do everything on her own.

Everything she thinks wrong, she tries to repair.

That's why she gets sad when she can't reach her standard. Because she knows how high her standard was, she knows what she does is just not enough.

That's why she has insecurities. The thought that she is never gonna be enough.

Not good enough, not skinny enough, not beautiful enough, not trying hard enough.

That's why when people shot her down, she cuts them from her life. She delete all the toxic relationship she has in life. But, don't dare to think that she is fine. Don't ever think that she didn't have late night thoughts that haunt her.

These are the reasons why the strongest girl needed someone to lean on.

The world never know that she has so many sleepless night. Thinking about why she is never enough. Blaming her self for not able to do better. Thinking about what might happen if she willing to try harder. Those "what if" thoughts never really leave her mind.

The world never know that she spends so many nights crawling in her bed with tears drowning her pillow. People will never understand that she's been leaning on her independent self for way too long. You might thinks that she's a superwomen in real life, but she just an ordinary human. She bleed red blood too. Same just like you.

That's why the strongest girl need her friend to be there. Need them to remind her that she made of blood and flesh. Need them to wipe her tears. Need them to tell her its okay if she wants to cry her heart out.

That's why the strongest girl need to be save. Because she just doesn't know that one day her heart could possibly stop beating. Its stop because her soul just simply too tired to keep going. Too tired to handle heartbreak after heartbreak, disappointment after disappointment.

That's why the strongest girl need an ordinary human soulmate.

To remind her that she has someone to lean on, she has a place to cry,

a place she could call home.