2 A.M Thougts

When people are busy dreaming in their sleep, I'm having these thoughts.

Early in the morning, before the dawn.

1. I am far from enough

As soon as I burry my whole body in bed sheets, the thought of being not enough always haunts me. The reason why people left me in the middle of conversation, why I always experiencing unwritten goodbye. Even if I gave my entire things, somehow being whole is just simply not enough.

2. I am the one to blame

This is the other thought that keeps coming back. I know there are always two sides in every story, I know best that people always have their versions of story. But my version always be "you did it wrong". I blame me for everything.

3. You deserve better, but hold on they'll change

I know somehow my self deserve to be treated better, but then again I always believe that people will change. They will do me better if I am treating them better. I know sometimes people wont do the exact same things I'd do for them. But, its just me being afraid of losing another one in my life.