A Human, After All

Have you ever experience hiding behind a smile?

How does it feels like? I mean to hide, behind a smile?

If you never understand how does it feels like, let me tell you.

At first, you will think that its okay. You will think that you hide for the better. You will think that its easier to hide than explain why your heart broken, or the reason behind your sad face to everyone. You will think that its okay to fooling everyone, telling them you're okay, let them think that you're having fun.

But darling, let me tell you what will happen if you continuously act that way. You will get to the point where you can no longer fake it. You will sooner or later explode. You will unable to hide it because it gets so much worst. You've been too strong for too long. Your mind, your heart, and your body will not be able to hold the pain anymore.

At that time society will judge you the way they want. They will say that you're just a girl full of drama. They will act that they have been through so much worst pain. They will say that you just craving for attention.

Sweetheart, believe me.

Pain is something you can't compare. Everyone has different limit in handling pain. So, they don't understand how does it feels to walk in your shoes. They don't know how does it feels to be you.

Its okay to fake it, to act like you're nothing but a happy girl sometimes.

But girl, remember, you're only human. Human gets hurt, everytime. That's a sign that you're actually living. That's a sign that your heart still be able to feel.

Trust me, its okay to show the world that you're not fine, that you get hurt too, cause that's what human do. They feel hurt. They cry.

Don't wait until you reach your limit and explode. Its way a lot harder for you to fix yourself. Its harder for you to gather all the scattered pieces.

Remember that you don't have to act strong all the time. You're not made of steel. You just the same like everyone. you have every rights to tell what you want, what you really feel. So stop blaming your self for feeling sad and hurt. Stop forcing yourself to be so strong.

You don't have to be so hard on yourself.

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Outer : Ats The Label

Trouser : Zara

Shoes : Pretty Ballerinas

Sun Glasses : Dior