How Will You Mend Something So Destroyed?

You might feel like dying

Your heart thrown to the ground by someone you love most, broken

You felt the ache but your heart will continue on beating

It will still working, not perfectly but enough to support your life day by day

Your day might feels like only black and blue but hold on just keep going on

Destroyed?

No, your heart just get bruised

Smashed until it became shallow

But everything will be back to normal

Not tonight, you still need to shade some warm tears

Not tomorrow, you will still remember how his warm morning voice sounds like

Not the day after tomorrow either, you will still miss his soft lips, his warm arms

Maybe next week?

But no, next week you'd still waiting for his phone call and will surely pick it up if he does

Your heart will be back in shape

But there will be scars

The scars you can never dismissed

And there will be always love for him you keep in there

Your hand will still trembling when you see his smile

Your eyes will always radiate the missing feeling

Because that's how you mend something so destroyed

You mend your heart by the idea of him

The idea that maybe one day you doesn't need to miss him anymore

The idea that maybe one day you won't have tears streaming down your face

The idea that one day he will be there in your arms

Looking back at you with eyes only for you,

arms to hold you close everyday and never let go,

heart that fill with something he never has for you before, love.

The idea that maybe one day happiness will finally belong to you and him.